scrap metal.spare tyre.

abrubtly the laughter died.
like a neck forcefully snaped
robbing someone of life.
silence roared at our ears with tremendous ferocity.

why does one bother going to war when one knows that the outcome is a defeat?
why do i keep putting my heart on the line when i know that the only thing i'll get in return is tears

just prayed then that time would stand still
that it could be for eternity
but it was all just abstractions of reality
nothing but a mere fantasy

its just a big huge gaping hole that can never be filled.

after everything
after it all
i'm back here again
back where i started.